crying in my bed alone// i miss you// why did i stray away// i think about this every night // laying around hating my life// why did i think it would never work out between us.
Track Name: migo, i could sure use that five thousand
This is what i asked for//anouther pathetic excuse//to push someone away// i can't win// i fight with my thoughts constantly// truth is noone will be good enough// i found my love and noone else compares to her// i can't be with anyone else.
Track Name: 1. (bloodkitten)
BRIAN: I can't stay here anylonger// I picture myself on a long drive// leaving this behind
ALPHONSE: conflicted existence: lies in flesh contours, derelict, exposed. i'm a wish never expressed, obviously never fulfilled.
CASEY: breathe when I breathe. orgasm to exhale. heartbeat through
an auburn sweater. dressed to regress.
Track Name: 2. (i cant see life in la vie en rose)
BRIAN: I'd like to think that i am doing a good job of being a decent human being// but// everything has abandoned me//my dreams don't exist// my future is gone// i don't know where i am heading// so what will happen to me// why can't i just achieve//happiness.
ALPHONSE: i can't help but defile few nights laugh into my body laugh with a knife. fuck your binary apostle + tangerine. venture forth to shores we've touched. (conception& consumption) but i miss/curse/cherish the minutes in your lap you searched my scalp for.
Track Name: 3. (fur chucks sake)
BRIAN: i tuck the hood of my hoodie behind my ears// i am tired of hiding my face// i am tired of being scared of someone finding out my true feelings//i hope that i can say certain things without anxiety taking over my brain// i just want to stop torturing myself for the things i fucked up on
ALPHONSE: post-rain corduroy bullshit bypasser: you know my hands i know yours more
TYLER: i can't sleep// petrichor's// in my sheets// more and more